★★★ WHY ★★★

WHY evil lucks around me ???
i don't know how to face it ~~~ :c


I can’t figure out what went wrong, for the progress of love has fallen behind.
I wish very much to be your friend too, but you’re so silly that you don’t get it.
I’ve always been waiting for scintillating love to happen.
Silently counting one two three,I have already given enough hints.
I am very naïve.
Your pace is too fast. You’re in front and I’m behind, we have no chance to speak.
How I wish that at the next junction, you could start holding my hand.
I really wish to ask you, are you shy or just plain dumb.
Silently counting one two three, give me one second of a glancing look that can move my heart.
I wait in anticipation, because you make love complete.

Im not enough strong !!!

★★★ ??? ★★★

my mind is blank now !!!
i dunno what im doing ~
i dunno what should i do ~
i just wanna jump into the sea ~
and stop my breath ~
and say sayur nara ~ xD

★★★ what's getting on ★★★

ahhh lehhh luhhh yahhh~~~
wahaha~
got two little friends say me weird niee~
maybe maybe~
wahaha~
dont know i thinking what lehh~
so moodless de oh mee~
maybe my hormone shi tiao liao~
wahaha~
but i see dao all sometimes also will weird geh nahh~
not just me ahh~
i want happy!!!
i want happy!!!
i want laugh too...although i always laugh like a siao ppl~
but not enough niee~
not enuf for mee~
lalala~
wahaha~
izit getting change around me~~~
me change or you change,my friends~
wahaha~
but i really want change xia me kaki liao~
yea~ boon sim besties say dao got bit right~
aligatorrr~ <3
but i maybe change bu daoo ><
so mao dun~
wahaha~
yi xian ah yi xian~ my cute buddy~
i love u <3
wahaha~
thx u always give me fun~
and always beside me~
wahaha~
and the LQQ...duno u thinking what de leh sometimes~
coz u too shen mi liao larr and weird~
anywhr~ u must always make me laugh ahh~
tat's ur job~ kikiki~ <3
wahaha~
chicky~ i hate u~
always just like to chat with bs~
dwn  like chat v me o~
jealous ahh mee~
herk!!!
dwn tell me ooh~
herk herk!!
but still hate u bu dao~
wahaha~
HEY YOOO~ all my buddies all my besties~
can you share me your fun n joy~ i need it much~
can you make me happie all the days~
wahaha~

i want tell someone... that u r very very very stupid man!!!! ish!!
tao yan nii!!!


aihhh~ next week exam niee~ shit!!!
want study hard ma ??? i ask myself~
it tell me ... lazy larr ... then ???
means i nonit study luhh~
wahaha~
sot plak~ jy jy~


actually still got many many thgs want write out~
but my brain rosak liao~
4gt all the thgs~
WTH!!!!

★★★ ❤❤❤ ★★★

DON'T ASK ME I GOT BOYFRIEND ANOT !!!
DON'T ASK ME WHY I DIDN'T HAVE BOYFRIEND !!!
BECAUSE IM THE GIRL THAT NOBODY LOVE & LIKE~~~

★★★ waiting ★★★

now my temper very complicated~
don't know why ... i often felt sad sad sad~
what am i thinking about ??
i can't stop my mood of sorrow~
im moodless ... im EMO ... im mad ... damn crazy~
what should i do ??? .... i don't know!!!
HOW ??? >_<''
what can cease my sadness ?
who can cease my sadness ?
when can cease my sadness ?
the answer is DON'T KNOW!!! ish!!
i was confusing~ GRRR~
my mind was bluring ~ AHHH~
my tears was droping~ T^T
im waiting somethings ...
im waiting someone ...
when can i realize ?
when can u realize ?
i must clear-headed....
i must throw away my pretense....
i must throw away my fake....
hope i can try my best~ :/
i want smile with sincerity~
i want laugh with sincerity~
i must become sturdy human ... can't cowardly anymore~

HUMAN~~~
if you hate me ~ please tell me !
if you like me ~ please tell me !
because im chicken-hearted and timid ~
but i also will accept the truth with intellectual~

it that's just a dream ?
muahahaha :D