★★★ !!! ★★★

雨夜冷风，


一股寒意笼罩着我的身躯，


时间的侵蚀促成了心灵的麻木.........................!

★★★ 改变 ★★★

我们都是平凡人，
所以难免会埋怨。
但是埋怨的背后，
我们必须要努力，
用行动来改变自己的条件。
因为只有行动力才能改变我们的人生。
而只要我们一开始行动，
那我们就已经完成自己所想要的结果的一半。

★★★ aihhx ★★★

what a first school day 2day~ damn no mood~ :(
why ? why ? why ?
ish!!!
very expressly looo actually~ aihh~
stupid stupid stupid~~~
HATE~
stupid teacher stupid guys~ aihh~
beh tahan larrr~
boring larrr~
my mouth beh tahan ahhh~ i wanna talk ~
but.....!!!!!
aihhhh~
maybe all is change ... just me too naive~
suan liao bahh~
i accept it~ its okay :)
i gonna keep my heart and study hard leeee~
i cnt like before liketat so stupid crazy ><
i want try my best ~  ahhhhhh~
moody~ **
hope 2mr will be alright~

relax
relax
relax

★★★ ❤❤❤ ★★★

                   ❤ ❤ ❤

     ❤❤❤ I LOVE U ❤❤❤

                  ❤❤❤❤

★★★ 2010 ★★★

YEAH ~ WELCOME 2010 ~

LALALA~
the last day of 2009 ( 31\12\2009) night , i went to TC countdown with friends~ :) 
( 4gt take foto t^t )
we sit at the beach and wait untill 12am 01/01/2010 ~ HAPPY NEW YEAR~ weeeeeee~
happy + happy + happy + bit lame~ wakakaka~ :D
I LOVE YEARS 2010 ~~~
hope i can be more success in years 2010 bah~
GAMBATEH!!!
2010 = SPM !!!! OMG!!!?
i want fight with "U" ~ =)

AHHHHHH ~~~
after 2 days more school reopen liao ehh~ t-t
i dont want dont want dont want ~
i not yet rest dao~
i not yet play dao~
i not yet relax dao~
i not yet sleep dao~
i not yet enjoy dao~
GRRRRRRRRR ~~~
i what cha also not yet do de ahhh~
getting die lurr~ ah wuw~
laziness please away me laa~ i hate 'u' ~ ='(

addition.....yesterday meeting again with 31++ guys~ WTH??!!!! want me do again the board menu...what cha gettinng on orhhh~ stupid deeee~ early early dont want say properly.....SHIT!!! tot me very free ... izit ??!!!
smthg wrong de~ ish!! 哎....到底要做多少轮???!!! mad-ing ~ :S who can help help help me~ tired ! okay okay okay...i try to do as good as i can~  :/

2010

2010

2010

:P

★★★"(^.^)"★★★

YESTERDAY~

sleepie face~ +..+

early in the morning wake up went to taman gelora~

jog??? (i din jog la...lazy me ><)

jog + party~

my mom singing teacher 'chong' teh to us~ yummy^^b

partying~ =)

then then~ afternoon go gai gai with hsieh hui , foong lin , suet yih and poh tong~

wahaha~

we go ecm parkson geh fitting room take many picca~

we sot sot liao~ :)

p.tong - f.lin - ME - h.hui - s.yih

ah hui dancing~ yo!

and many many more~ hehehe~

then then then~ night watch avatar with my relative and 2 sis~

3D movie~

want wear a spec~

OMG!!!!

the spec make me dizzy and wanna vomit larr~

my aunt and biao di go toilet vomit tim~

what a stupid spec make us become liketat~

maybe not adapt gua~

wahaha~

duno is spec problem or or??? @-@

aixx~ not comfort whole night~ -..-

TODAY~

sorry boon sim~

sorry siew kei~

sorry ya wern~

sorry lye mei ~

sorry hui you~

sorry seow li~

sorry siew yong~

sorry and sorry~

forgive me yo~

hehehe~

sorry that 2day din pui u all go mega gai gai~

aKakaka~

haih~night got meeting again larr~

hope can gao dim as fast as possible~ =D

board group board group gambateh!!!

TIRED~

TIRED~

TIRED~

★★★ BOARD GROUP MEETING ★★★

OH LEH LEH~~~
OH LA LA~~~~~

2DAY HAVE A MEETING WITH MY BOARD GROUP AT KEMAMAN KOPITIAM~ ^^ IM THE LEADER OF BOARD GROUP~ ><
SO HAPPY MEETING~
AT THE MOMENT, ME ONLY DISCOVER ACTUALLY BOARD ALSO GOT MANY THINGS WANNA PREPARE DERRR~
WE DISCUSS MANY AND MANY ~
WANNA MAKE SOME MENU LA...THEN C WHO WANT GO WHICH SUPERMARKET COMPARE THE STUFF MONEY LA...
IN OUR MENU JUST ONLY RAW RAW RAW CAUSE IT'S A BUDDHIST CAMP~ :x
THEN THEN...WE ALSO DISCUSS LIAO MANY THGS NUHH~ HAHAHA~ =D
BLA BLA BLA AT THERE AROUND 3 AND 4 HOURS~ =[

THIS FEW WEEK REALLY VERY BUSY LARR ME~ HAIX~ WANT OPEN SCHOOL LIAO NIEE~ ME NOT YET REST DAO AHHH~ HOLIDAYYY AHHHH~ DON'T FLY SO FAST LA~ I LOVE U LEHH~ T^T
AIX AIX~

HELPLESS!
HELPLESS!!
HELPLESS!!!

★★★ 23-24thDEC09理事培训课程 ★★★

=_=!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a damn boring camp it is ???

this is my first thought.....><

early in the morning...tak mau wake up larr...T^T....sleeppy ehhh~

i not prefer to wake up ahhh!!! 3am only oi oi~

aix aix~

at last still languid wake up....

then,go yum cha with my 3 lao po~

then, we walk go fo guang there....

then, we maybe reached early....

then, we waited  for them............--

then, we waited to start...............

firstly...Sis Irene briefing.....

then, ice breaking....

let us familiarity......^^

we played some games too....

play play play~~~

laugh laugh laugh~~~

but still got bit boring larr liketat....(just my tought...xixi...)

then then....we distributed to some group....

my group got .... xin yik...tiger..allan...kong...a form6 girl(4gt wat name liao...hehe)...and me~

we started our programme luhh...

course course....

games games.......

assembly...............

deduction................

plot plot.....................

report report................

haixX!!!!!

sienxX!!!!!!

nonit say so detailed at here bah....

in all....my friend and i felt very sien....

sien dao wanna cry liao......( bombastic =D )

and sleepy dao..............

and tired dao...................

and lame dao.....................

and me always is the most slow to finish my meal~ wakaka~

cause too much larr....

raw raw raw................

after this programme.....i think back the process.....

i started feel regret liao....

cause it was a meaningful programme!!!! ^^b

but....

i din pay attention on it.....

i din concentrate................

i din enjoyment.....................

i din high with them.................

maybe i din active~

maybe i din friendly~

maybe i difficult to join strange friends~

maybe i unsociable~

maybe and maybe~~~

i also got tried my best to be more better ~

aixX~

so..

REGRET!!!!!

i learned...

- must got unite and solidification

- eloquence must good

- must observe and rethink 

- how to be a good leader

- how to hold a camp

- how to respect

- must cooperate

- ..............

- ..................

- .......................

bla bla bla...............

me also very regret wear the ' nan ren ' shirt on the last day...

the shirt very big but very sor fuh larr...

but me wear tthat shirt look like vr fat fat fat and look like aunty...T^T

b4 the camp end... got take photo 2gether...

me look ugly and fat .... 555

haix...suan bah...accept it....:(

2010 i want be a more successful girl!!!! :D

happy~

happy~

happy~

★★★ 等.待 ★★★

等待...

不过是 躺在浮萍上 落寞的表情

不过是 仰望苍穹茫目的神态

在等待中幻想 奇迹

走散了流年的 光影

恍忽一场永恒的 虚无

安静悬挂在脸庞的 惆怅

★★★ MEETING ★★★

AHHHHHHH ~~~
LEHHHHHHH~~~
LUHHHHHHH~~~
YAAAAAAAAA~~~

hahaha~ 2day go oldtown meeting with my lao gong-chen chiaw ... ya wern ... foong lin ... serene ... hoy yean ... qian ling and ME ~~~ xixixi~ actually we want discuss about camp geh thgs derrr but at last...hahaha...we just say the xxx bad thgs n keng gai~ so the result is zero~ muahahaha~ so happy~ we stayed at there about half and hour~ then jiu balik kampung luu~ hohoho~
aixX~ 19th night duno want go do craft for pei chai anot~ 21th duno can go meeting anot~ haixX~ annoying larr~ friends...give me some comment bah~ >..<

hihi~ on the way to old town~

lao gong-chen chiaw~ hahaha

cc sms with boyfriend~ Y-Y

wern wern ~ saying NO!!! :P

again~ xixixi~

 OMG!!!! my lovely ma tong....why u so ke lian....5555.....lets my hand spoil 'you' again~ ahhhhduixxX~ shit~ why my hand so stupid geh~ just knw break thgs~ maybe my hand too powerfull ~ wahahaha~

okay la...ma tong hope u faster recover~ MA TONG!!! I LOVE 'U'!!!

happy...

happy...

happy...

★★★ TUESDAY ★★★

LULULU ~ ~ ~

work work work !!!
tired tired tired !!!
play play play !!!
tired tired tired !!!
first time go yoga...cool men...hahaha....so shuang larrr....i like it....but lazy!!!! ( pn ooi daughter go yoga too...haha :X )
heheheee~~~
tired tired tired !!!
ahhhh...WTH~ why always feel tired de niee~shit xn~
tired tired tired !!! :D

WALIAOOO~ 2day discover one big fresh NEWS...hahaha....shhhh...secret lei geh~
friend...i won't talk out geh~ xixi~
aisss~ i felt that i very super duper failure lol~ ='(
i wan i wan i wan!!!! 555~
anxiety ~ ~ ~
where got people so stupid geh...duno about it...haix~
sad ~ ~ ~
nevermind nevermind....muahahax~

HAPPY~

HAPPY~~

HAPPY~~~

★★★ 2 LITTLE FRIENDS ★★★

LALALA ~

yesterday go gai gai with my 2 dear old friends ( hui hui & lin lin ) ~
we already long time din gather liao~ miss u~
xixixi ~
firstly, we window shopping....:)
walk n walk n walk n chat n chat n chat n play n play n play n ~ ~ ~
lunch time...we go HONG KONG RESTORAN eat eat eat... yummy ^^b
we stay at there about 2 hours more ~ waliaoo ~

waiting our dishes~  ^_^

cute hui hui eating chicken hamburger~ hehehe~

pretty foong lin eating " fu yong rice" ~

dang lang !!!! i'm taking photo~ ehhee~








after eat ~ we take photo 2gether ~ wahahaha ~

act cute !!! =P

teeth smile ~ cheese ~

apa tu ??!!! lOlx~ funny face~ hohoho... =0

:D

lalala ~ ~ ~

lulululu ~ ~ ~

OMG!!!! wat i doing ??!!! shit !!!

then then ... we go walk again ~ hehehe~ at the moment,,, i felt tat the ecm is vr small .... xixi~ lame me~
we really vr sot sot dei ... haha ... sdly got one aunty jump out n ask us want make sushi mou....lolx... actually we misunderstand jor~ nvm nvm~ paiseh~ x)

yesterday damn happy...duno u 2 same feeling with me anot....muahehe...next time we go sing K yorrr....promise~

These memories will always be in a corner of my mind till my last days~~~

happy !

happy ! !

happy ! ! !