Tell me why ????
why u want have the weird action ?
do u like to talk with me ?
i will like to talk with u however i will talk with u with bad tone~ i also dont know why!
but u just only shuang shuang jiu talk with me.... i dont want liketat ... i want u talk with me everyday, okay ma ? >.< aaaa~ *screamed*
really cannot guess your heart thinking what ? haixX~
but i know u will not see my blog deeeee :'(

recently i really feel bad~
very emo~
very moody~
but nobody know!
nobody care!
keep it in my heart~ :(
how can i feel better ?
dont so care everything ma?
bu zhi dao! sien! fan!

❤

跳动的脉搏, 是无情的脚步, 踩着决绝的节奏, 不肯停留.
连心跳都跟着无错.
想哭, 又不甘脆弱.
幸好眼泪早已干涸, 再也泛不出晶莹的彩虹.
生命就此结束?
又为何这躯壳依然温热?
唇角拉向固定的弧度, 委屈, 却不能哭.
血欢畅淋漓的淌过, 却在心尖化作点点伤痛滴滴坠落.
一切竟是鲜血的嘲弄.
想死, 却不能结束.
心痉挛的抽痛, 哀伤的活着比死更恐怖.
仿佛是罪恶的结束, 折断了羽翼, 如上帝所愿的堕落.
好吧, 就这样偿还命运犯的错.
还有什么比独自活着更寂寞?

★★★ >>.<< ★★★

lalala :)

i just wanna a truly friends , truehearted friends , will console me geh friends , will always find me keng gai geh friends , will share their happiness and sadness , will not cheat me geh friends !!!!
izit difficult to find ???
::>.<::
or me not suit got a good friends ?

i cannot depends to others !
i must learn be more independent !
and i must learn be more alone , right ?

however how hard i try ..  they just will say me is a bad children !
in thier eyes , im just a bad attitude girl !
i never be good before , izit ?


today attend a kurikulum pendidikan pemandu ceramah with my friends , they are yixian , sharon , yawern , lyemei , peipei , pohtong , manyee and seeyau :D
started , it was happy ~ we chit chat and play around ~
when afternoon ... OMG !!! my head pain dao like hell  !!!! @@
and more awhile felt want vomit >.<
after the 9 hours ceramah , when i steps in my house , waliaoo , vomit dou ngo oiii seii ahhh !!! WTH !!
ishh!

★u★

wooooooooooooooooooooot~
xD

this short short short two weeks holidays damn busy + bored + beh song + happy + unhappy + sad + moody + bo mood + .. + .. + ...
i feel very disappointed to myself  :[

today go gai gai with friends at ecm~
watch + eat + eat + walk + eat + walk + back home xP
damn heppie but also damn beh song >.<
what's wrong ? DU!!!

hate that people pretence + act pitiful + egoistic + neglect others impression +++
and also hate that people cheat !!!!

❤ wUw T^T ❤

eeeeeeeeeeeeeEeeee~
what's the matter ???
sad wuw ~
suddenly want me accept those dai gin si~
ROAARRRRR~
OOOOMMGGGGG~
AAAARRHHHHHHAH~
CANNOT!!!!!!
i dint have any xin li zhun bei lehhh~
wUw  >.<
55555~
although i cant accept~
but i still will wish u  have a happy family weh~
9th July is my birthday leh~
10th July is my beloved u married day~
woooooot~
so ngam~
woooooooooot~
im ban niang~ wahahaha xD
wUw~
sad sei sad sei sad sei niee Y^Y
okay nah~
i will slow slow lai accept it de~
i will very love the baby zai de~
i will still very love u de~
LALALALALALALALAA~ <3